What am i supposed to do ?!?!?!

u want me to search for a job

but when im sitting in front of the comp

u shake you head

indicating that i shouldnt be doing so

but how am i going to find a job

without the comp???

u tell me

everything is in the net

and to get access to it

is by using the freaking comp

so u tell me

what am i supposed to do?????

why are u pple giving me tremendous amount of stress

u are making me sick again

u are making me more depressed

i want to get out of the state of depression

but u kept pulling me towards it

keep blaming me for everything

putting more pressure

i absolutely hate this

i want to be happy

elated

blissful

10 days later...

bored...
still have not receive any call...

Have you had your SHAKE today?

haha...

yup.

so bored...

zZzZzZzZzZzZzZz......

25 years of living

i'm 25 today...

damn...

i'm old...

already a quarter of a century...

yesterday, met up with bunch of my secondary school friends...

it was a hen party for a fellow mate who is getting married in 2 months' time...

had a great time catching up...

missed them lots...

gotten bunch of wishes via facebook...

very grateful to them...love them lots...

gotten gift from my pals last night...thanks alot...

i love each and every one of U...

and for the very 1st time in my life, i rode motobike...

scariest ride ever...

One month on...

the last time i bloged, i was still working...
now, i'm back in the world of unemployment...

hish...been looking for job since then
but yet to land one...

applied to several job openings...
went to several job fairs...
gone for multiple interviews...
yet, luck is not on my side.

dunno what else to do...

losing hope.

Lepak Day

Yest, at work was so lepak...

Great to be one of those pple with no seat...

Just sat at the back of the office...

Did nothing for an hour...

Ard 10, was sent to lvl 1...

To man the 'e-filing helpline'...

This was much easier than the 'general helpline'...

Had lunch at 11.20am...

Finished eating 10 before 12...

Still got lots of time...

My new friend brought me to the "lepak corner"...

Sure was lepak...

We actualli took a nap...good times.

Had to cover for lunch time...

A hour in this seat, another hour in that seat...

Then back to lvl 1.

All the walking up and down really wasted time...

Not that i care...

Only picked up few calls...

Good day for me...

2nd half day

today had to report early at 8am

sleepy man...

from 8 til about 8.40, had debriefing...

then, surprise, surprise...

for us in Group B, we had to do Quiz 1...

definitely easier than Quiz 2...

after lunch, we got to go online...

not the best time of my day...

after this, that's all i have to do...

in my heart, " i hate this. not looking forward for it"

bummer...

Live Buddy

Did Live Buddy today...

Was nervous initially...

I think i did OK.

Then, was hit by bad news...

Have to man the calls today...

We were like..."huh?!?!?"

Darn it.

It's a shock for all of us...

so NOT cool.

Though only man the line for 4hrs, i feel sooo...

TIRED!!!

and Then, tomorrow need to report early at 8am.

ARGH!!!!