the day after

my eyes feel as if someone punch me in the eyes...

i hate this...

feel so down...

was supposed to wake up early but i overslept...damn...

guess i'm gonna to that tomorrow...

so i must sleep early tonight in order to avoid oversleeping...

actually packed my bag...

planned to stay away as long as possible...

haiz....the story of my life...

i'm Miserable

so sad....

so miserable...

"Negative. Negative. Negative."

that was all you said about me, to me.

everytime when speak my mind...

"Negative. Negative. Negative."

you viewed me as negative.

i just dont understand.

i'm just being realistic.

to you, i'm "Negative. Negative. Negative."

i cant say anything without being shot back at with "Negative. Negative. Negative."

come on lah. i'm not being NEGATIVE.

know what, you're one of the reasons why i've been having chest pains.

as of present, you're the biggest contributor of my conditions....

you shun my thoughts. you shun my ideas. you criticise me. you bring me down.

for once, i want you, no, i need you to support me. mentally and psychologically.

PLEASE.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah....syukur...

Even though it's only a temporary position, i'm still grateful.

Gonna start next Tuesday. Gotta be at Novena before 8.20am. Training for 7days.

Insyallah, i'll do my very best to do an excellent job. Who knows, there's where my rezeki is.

Alhamdulillah....Amin.

Freak the Freak out

Are you listening? Hear me talk, hear me sing
Open up the door, easy less, easy more
When you tell me to beware, are you here? Are you there?
Is it something I should know? Easy come, easy go

Nodding your head, don't hear a word I said
Can't communicate, when you wait, don't relate
I try to talk to you but you never even knew
So what's it gonna be, tell me, can you hear me?

I'm so sick of it, your attention deficit
Never listen, you never listen
I'm so sick of it, so I'm throwing on a fit
Never listen, you never listen

I scream your name, it always stays the same
I scream and shout
So what I'm gonna do now is freak the freak out

Patience running thin, running thin, come again
Tell me what I get opposite, opposite
Show me what is real, if it breaks does it heal?
Open up your ear, why you think that I'm here?
Keep me in the dark are you even thinking of me?

And someone else above me gotta know, gotta know
What am I gonna do? 'Cause I can't get through to you
So what's it gonna be
Tell me, can you hear me?


I'm so sick of it, your attention deficit
Never listen, you never listen
I'm so sick of it, so I'm throw another fit
Never listen, you never listen


I scream your name, it always stays the same
I scream and shout
So what I'm gonna do now is freak the freak out

Easy come, easy go
Easy come, easy go


I scream your name, it always stays the same
I scream and shout
So what I'm gonna do now is freak the freak out


I scream your name but you never listen
No, you never listen but you never listen

2 days ago...

my new favourite date...12 Feb 2012.

the reunion of 6/5....woohoo.....

it was awesome...we had dinner at Pastamania @ Bedok Point.
catching up and reminising old times...good times.

we moved our gathering to E!Hub Orchid Bowling...
we had fun....

even before we ended the reunion, we were already trying to plan our next outing...

i cant wait to meet them again...

for now, there's some picture that reminds of the great time that we had....

Pastamania @ Bedok Point

E!Hub Orchid Bowling

Valentine's Day

it's 14 February and this is my first blog of the year...

had abandoned my previous blog and created this new blog...

i cant find a reason why it did what i did. i just wanna do it.

so, here's where all my thoughts and rants gonna be at...

let's the journey begin...