u want me to search for a job
but when im sitting in front of the comp
u shake you head
indicating that i shouldnt be doing so
but how am i going to find a job
without the comp???
u tell me
everything is in the net
and to get access to it
is by using the freaking comp
so u tell me
what am i supposed to do?????
why are u pple giving me tremendous amount of stress
u are making me sick again
u are making me more depressed
i want to get out of the state of depression
but u kept pulling me towards it
keep blaming me for everything
putting more pressure
i absolutely hate this
i want to be happy
elated
blissful
